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The Lesson

21st April 2015 | 0 Comments

I know my lesson now, why she came into my life, why I loved her, why I needed to know her and to go through this experience. One of the most powerful, and difficult lessons to learn I believe. Something that I still need to work on, something that will take time and practice, something […]


Catalysts and gratitude and closure

20th April 2015 | 0 Comments

There’s an old adage which goes something like: Each person that comes into your life does so for a reason, either you will change them, or they will change you. It all sounds lovely and pretty and spiritual, but when it comes down to reality, there can be a lot of pain involved in this […]


Cyclical Meanderings …. part 9….. moving on

1st March 2015 | 0 Comments

Almost every day I sit down to write, half thoughts come out, I start examining something in one direction and my mind twists it around, usually to something self judgmental. So I stop Flush the piece Try again the next day…. Never sure what I want to focus on I read things I wrote the […]


Healing

15th February 2015 | 2 Comments

I guess I’m healing It’s really not very pleasant to be honest. I feel like I’ve told my story a hundred times now, and I know I’ll be telling it again before this is all over, before the healing is complete, before my heart feels what my brain knows, before I can truly let go. […]


The bubbles of society

19th November 2014 | 0 Comments

We may do our best to determine who we are, our gender, but at the end of the day, it’s society that truly determines it for us. We’re always told to be ourselves, to not give a damn what other people think, it’s not always that easy unfortunately. You see yourself through the mirrors of […]


Cyclical meanderings……. part 7…… telling stories

2nd November 2014 | 0 Comments

Those that know me, or have read my words, have often called me a storyteller. It’s something that not only do I enjoy hearing, or knowing about myself, it’s deeper than that, it’s how I see life, it makes up a big part of my perception of reality, we are all stories, partially written, partially […]


houses and rings……

24th October 2014 | 0 Comments

Kind of a followup, a part 2, to two other unrelated posts. Please note this occurred last weekend, before my anxiety shitfest —————————————————————————————————— It happened, I’m still unsure as to why, I’ve been trying to process it but my mind often wanders off in over analysis, twisty paths, and I forget the point of what […]


Rings

16th September 2014 | 0 Comments

For whatever reason, rings have always had a very strong symbolic power to me. They are more than jewelery, in fact, I don’t really consider them accessories like bracelets, or earrings or necklaces, rings are different. You’ll never see my hands covered in rings, my fingers are naked, except for the symbol that is currently […]


My house….. his house

7th September 2014 | 0 Comments

So I took Mara up to the old house yesterday, I wanted to check it out, haven’t been there in almost 2 months which in all honesty, isn’t that responsible of me. I didn’t expect the feelings that I experienced I do own it, technically, but in a way, it’s not my house, it’s never […]


Cyclical Meanderings….. part 6….. poly

3rd September 2014 | 0 Comments

I’m seeing someone new, the one that was alluded to in my last post, from the pantsless party It’s been a whirlwind so far, the connection that we feel, the ideas and thoughts that we share, incredible, completely and utterly incredible. I sincerely have never felt this before. Yes I’ve been in love, deeply in […]