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Parting words

12th April 2016 | 0 Comments

So clearly I haven’t been writing for the last, wow, more than 6 months. Occasionally something pops into my head that I want to talk about, but I never sit down and write about it, can’t really say why. Sometimes it’s just that I lose interest, or I figure it out myself, or it’s been […]

What do you want?

25th April 2015 | 0 Comments

I met this really cool chick randomly at a show recently, hit it off (in a fully platonic way), found myself at her place a week later enjoying a couple bottles of wine and a lovely home cooked meal, and chitchatting non stop like I have a habit of doing. As seems to be more […]

Cyclical Meanderings …. part 9….. moving on

1st March 2015 | 0 Comments

Almost every day I sit down to write, half thoughts come out, I start examining something in one direction and my mind twists it around, usually to something self judgmental. So I stop Flush the piece Try again the next day…. Never sure what I want to focus on I read things I wrote the […]


15th February 2015 | 2 Comments

I guess I’m healing It’s really not very pleasant to be honest. I feel like I’ve told my story a hundred times now, and I know I’ll be telling it again before this is all over, before the healing is complete, before my heart feels what my brain knows, before I can truly let go. […]

Full time….

23rd June 2013 | 0 Comments

it’s indescribable I haven’t technically become Dawn yet at work, and I guess that’s when being full time is really going to matter…. and outside of work, I’ve been myself for a couple of months now. At work, the past three weeks I’ve been dressing full femme, tight scoop neck t-shirts, ballet flats, my face […]

New Beginnings….

17th June 2013 | 0 Comments

When I lost Becca, a ton of people, many of whom considered me family for years longer than I even knew her, turned their backs on me completely. I lost a family. I lose a friend who was the person I had known the longest in my life and still was close to (19 years…) […]

Cyclical Meanderings…. pt. 3

3rd June 2013 | 0 Comments

I’ve been wanting to write for two days now, but too much is jumbling up in there to get out any coherent thoughts. So I’ll just start typing, see where it leads me I took a trip in the rain, thought it would wash me away, return me to my past, strip her from me, […]

And the ball keeps rollin….

22nd December 2012 | 0 Comments

A few days before Xmas now, feeling like ass with my typical too-stressed-out-at-the-end-of-the-year-cold,    and things are about to get so busy that I may not get a chance, or even think of writing again before the end of the year. So its a good time to look back on what has happened. But first, […]

Well, it’s official!

15th December 2012 | 0 Comments

I am a transsexual. Well, duuhhhh, no kidding you may say. But see, its different now, I have been “approved” as an actual transsexual by my therapist, in that, on my next visit, I will have my papers. I kinda feel like I graduated from something 😛 A little over a year ago I had […]

Cyclical Meanderings

21st November 2012 | 0 Comments

I’ve been telling myself all day I should write something down, as usual, a ton has happened in the past week, some good, most bad, oof. It just feels that lately my writing has been alot of whining, and I hate whining, I hate whiners, fuck I’m doing it right now. ***shakes head vigorously*** ***thinks […]