Archive for the ‘ dysphoria ’ Category

What it feels like dating as a trans person

23rd January 2015 | 2 Comments

There is this club, it’s huge, it’s ridiculously huge, and pretty much everyone you know enjoys going there. Some go occasionally, some go often and make it a big part of their lives. Did I say how huge it is?, we’re talking multiple Olympic installations here, it would probably take you a couple hours to […]

My Body

21st January 2015 | 2 Comments

I have a friend who I’ve known since I was 19. Well, friend may be stretching it, when I first knew him, I was the guy who was dating the girl that lived across the street, the girl who had been a close family friend and who considered this guy and his partner as surrogate […]

Strength….. part 2

28th October 2014 | 0 Comments

Not really a followup to the last post entitled “Strength”, but that’s what this is all about ——————————————————————————————————– Mara says that I’m the strongest person she knows, and that is a big part of her love for me I don’t often feel that I’m very strong, I’m me not because I feel strong, but because […]

The line revisited…..

19th May 2013 | 0 Comments

I’ve talked about this before, and when I reviewed my old posts I was actually a little surprised to see that it was way back last September, while I was spending a month alone, for some reason I had thought it was a lot more recent…. it’s funny, looking at my writing from just a […]


14th November 2012 | 0 Comments

What am I getting myself into? My emotions have been all over the place lately, understandable sure, but its still a tough ride. I’m switching between “what the fuck are you doing?!” and “I want my anti-androgens / injections / name change now noW nOW NOW NOW!!!!!”. I’m picturing myself as a woman, well, as […]


1st October 2012 | 0 Comments

I hadn’t felt that in a while… I came to realize only afterwards that I hadn’t actually gone to a mall in boy mode in a couple of months. With my outings before my trip, then being pretty much fully femme during my trip, then once back here Becca took off for almost a month […]