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My house….. his house

7th September 2014 | 0 Comments

So I took Mara up to the old house yesterday, I wanted to check it out, haven’t been there in almost 2 months which in all honesty, isn’t that responsible of me. I didn’t expect the feelings that I experienced I do own it, technically, but in a way, it’s not my house, it’s never […]

Cyclical Meanderings….. part 6….. poly

3rd September 2014 | 0 Comments

I’m seeing someone new, the one that was alluded to in my last post, from the pantsless party It’s been a whirlwind so far, the connection that we feel, the ideas and thoughts that we share, incredible, completely and utterly incredible. I sincerely have never felt this before. Yes I’ve been in love, deeply in […]

New Digs

26th May 2014 | 0 Comments

So I moved last week Overall things are looking up since I last sat down to write (if you could call that writing). Back in regular therapy which is helping, doing my best to practice self soothing, realizing when I’m feeling down and actively talking to myself about it, telling myself that I’m OK in […]

An anniversary of sorts….

2nd April 2014 | 0 Comments

So I missed my one year mark on the blog, I was super busy on the night of the 27th, moved some stuff into the new condo, got home super late. I had written something the following day, expecting it to be my next post, my little one year celebration post, but I wasn’t feeling […]

Meaningless sex….

20th March 2014 | 0 Comments

bear with me, no fucking clue where I’m going with this one…. and for the prudish out there, you’re probably going to want to skip this…. I connected with my first lover just a few days before I had my first real day with my ex, slept with two new people in the span of […]


16th March 2014 | 0 Comments

Synchronicity made all the connections…. but is there such a thing even?…. is it simply the human urge to find patterns out of chaos in the end?…. maybe, but does that make it less real?, ultimately we create our realities in which we exist. When I broke up with Becca I still wanted to maintain […]


24th February 2014 | 0 Comments

A few days have passed, some anger remains, a touch of loneliness before bed and when I wake up, but overall, that’s about it. Good friends can make all the difference in the world. Some of them simply listen to you yell and cry, letting you put the pieces together and finding the lessons within […]