Archive for the ‘ Confusing ’ Category


11th September 2015 | 0 Comments

She rolls out of bed to use the bathroom, on her way back she checks her cell, wondering how much time she has left to sleep. Like every morning, nature called only a few minutes before the alarm was set to go off, so she unlocks her phone, delays the alarm by half an hour […]

Cyclical meanderings…. part 12…. What’s Next?

12th July 2015 | 3 Comments

She sits on her front balcony, a balcony that won’t be hers in a few months from now, holding a glass of whisky, ashtray to her right, cat meowling at her feet, and wonders. What’s next What’s next for you my darling, the door is finally closing on the remnants of your old life, and […]

relationships are confusing

3rd July 2015 | 0 Comments

I’ve been trying to write a piece on relationship types for a few weeks now, in order to discover what I ultimately want in my next long term coupling. And I’m finding I just can’t do it, I always end up writing myself into a corner, at a complete loss of what is right or […]

A note on passions

22nd June 2015 | 0 Comments

Why do our passions seem to fade as we age? One of the things that I love the most about spending time with children is how they are passionate about everything, everything is new to them, their little minds scream out for discovery and they see the beauty and joy in whatever they come across. […]

Cyclical Meanderings…. part 11…. Pills

5th May 2015 | 0 Comments

It’s a thought I’ve had before, just came into a bit more clarity today. I take a lot of medication¬†each day, and I’m heading to my pharmacist tomorrow to renew my prescriptions and add yet another pill to my daily routine. Granted, two of the pills I take are for my back problems, I could […]

Cyclical meanderings…. part 10…. Happy Second Birthday Dawn

28th March 2015 | 0 Comments

I’m a few hours late, sue me…. I’ve been wanting to write a two year post all week, started a few times at work, never felt like it was going the way I wanted to, forgot about it, usual stuff. So I’m just gonna write, see what comes out. For those who know that my […]

Cyclical Meanderings …. part 9….. moving on

1st March 2015 | 0 Comments

Almost every day I sit down to write, half thoughts come out, I start examining something in one direction and my mind twists it around, usually to something self judgmental. So I stop Flush the piece Try again the next day…. Never sure what I want to focus on I read things I wrote the […]


15th February 2015 | 2 Comments

I guess I’m healing It’s really not very pleasant to be honest. I feel like I’ve told my story a hundred times now, and I know I’ll be telling it again before this is all over, before the healing is complete, before my heart feels what my brain knows, before I can truly let go. […]

Cyclical meanderings….. part 8….. Dating

12th December 2014 | 0 Comments

As I happen to be in a poly relationship, in love with a woman who is legally married, of course the idea of dating other people is on my mind. Furthermore, this is something that my girlfriend is actively encouraging me to do, I’m still not very comfortable with the whole concept of poly, and […]

Cyclical meanderings……. part 7…… telling stories

2nd November 2014 | 0 Comments

Those that know me, or have read my words, have often called me a storyteller. It’s something that not only do I enjoy hearing, or knowing about myself, it’s deeper than that, it’s how I see life, it makes up a big part of my perception of reality, we are all stories, partially written, partially […]