Monthly archive for ‘ October, 2014 ’

Strength….. part 2

28th October 2014 | 0 Comments

Not really a followup to the last post entitled “Strength”, but that’s what this is all about ——————————————————————————————————– Mara says that I’m the strongest person she knows, and that is a big part of her love for me I don’t often feel that I’m very strong, I’m me not because I feel strong, but because […]


houses and rings……

24th October 2014 | 0 Comments

Kind of a followup, a part 2, to two other unrelated posts. Please note this occurred last weekend, before my anxiety shitfest —————————————————————————————————— It happened, I’m still unsure as to why, I’ve been trying to process it but my mind often wanders off in over analysis, twisty paths, and I forget the point of what […]


dark shadow

24th October 2014 | 0 Comments

it really is as was made obvious by my last post, it’s been a tough couple of days. Said party that I’ve been invited to by my family triggered the everloving fuck out of me (yes by the way, that is how I talk, mm’kay?) anxiety is a voice in my mind, a voice that […]


why is this getting harder?

23rd October 2014 | 0 Comments

This may come out as a victim puke, so be it, and fuck you if you have a problem with it Why does it feel like being trans is getting harder? Last year I’d have fucking strangers come right up to me and ask me about my gender, I knew it was wrong of them […]