Monthly archive for ‘ April, 2013 ’


30th April 2013 | 0 Comments

First cigarette I had I was the tender age of 11, a good girl-friend of mine had stolen a pack from somewhere and had hidden it in a shed behind her house. She asked me if I wanted to have a smoke….. and since I was secretly in love with her, well, how could I […]


27th April 2013 | 0 Comments

They’re groooowwwwiiiinnnnnggggggg……. AND IT HURTS! For all guys out there who have knocked into a woman’s breasts and ignored their complaints, ESPECIALLY when we were all much younger and the girls around us were still developing…. YOU OWE THE LADIES AN APOLOGY! seriously, the pain I’m getting, in both sides now (past couple of days […]


18th April 2013 | 0 Comments

Bear with me, drunk again, heheheh, only 3 martini’s, it doesn’t take me much Strength Before I headed out tonite, I made an account on POF, a clearly “I am not looking for anything serious, just to meet new people, and oh, by the way, I’M A TRANSSEXUAL AT THE VERY BEGINNING OF HER TRANSITION!” […]

I’m drunk

17th April 2013 | 0 Comments

and all I really wanna say is when your filters are destroyed by substances, whatever substances stops the acting, you can get a glimpse of who you are I was looking at myself in the mirror…. im on business, so I’m boy’ing it up for sure, but for me that means wearing my boy leather […]

Cyclical meanderings pt 2…….

15th April 2013 | 0 Comments

So, one day down, four or five more to go like I mentioned, I’m out in Halifax right now on business, and for me that means running around a warship fixing and setting up equipment…. yeah, I know. A trans woman working on a warship, this is gonna be¬†interesting¬†after transition…. Flying out here was tough, […]

My name

14th April 2013 | 0 Comments

funny, I type “Dawn out” in the last post, and I think of something else I want to talk about my name When I was about, oof, 12 maybe?, around there, I had a buddy who had an older sister called Dawn. She was about 16 or 17, tall, blonde, gorgeous, mouthy, attitude, and the […]

ready to go

14th April 2013 | 0 Comments

all packed, I’ve realized I’ve forgotten something about ten times now, but I’m pretty sure I’ve got everything… I’m only going for a week, but I have over 60 lbs of luggage to bring, and in all honesty, not that much of it is work, maybe 7lbs. You travel heavy as a trans woman… jeans […]

Tough day

13th April 2013 | 0 Comments

Yeah, today wasn’t easy, I can guess at a few reasons why but…. well…. bleh, I’ll just write This is my first day that I’ve really spent alone, entirely, no work, no friends (well, none face to face), some online chatting with friends, but that’s it. Not sure why I decided to do that today, […]

Living, learning, growing…… being

13th April 2013 | 0 Comments

So I got invited to a birthday party for one of Chucky’s good friends by the lovely Andrea. The birthday girl is the one who I re-met a couple weeks when I hung out with them on Easter. I ask about the crowd, who is going to be there, cause I know a lot of […]

An open letter to my Filipino family

8th April 2013 | 0 Comments

First off, hi I know some of you are reading this, and right away, I want to say, please, continue if you want to, I was surprised to discover this but very touched by the knowledge, and I think it’s a shame that this is only something that we can share, even if it is […]