Monthly archive for ‘ September, 2012 ’

Where is the line

22nd September 2012 | 0 Comments

At what point do I feel like a woman? Is it when my face is smoothed by powder?, is it liner, mascara, forms and a bra, a wig, at what point does the dysphoria fade?, at what point does the accessorizing do the job? The weather is crummy and I was stuck in the office […]


11th September 2012 | 0 Comments

I had to talk about this at one point didn’t I? Do I like the way I look en femme?, yes, in fact, I love the way I look en femme, I think I’m classy, sexy when I want to be, I know how to dress and move and don’t walk like a trucker (that… […]


6th September 2012 | 0 Comments

rolling my socks down so they made little bands around my ankles, thinking how pretty it was and how like all the little girls it was….. age 3ish….. already knew to hide what I was doing school uniform, shirt and shorts for the boys in the summer, blouse and skirt for the girls, shorts the […]


6th September 2012 | 0 Comments

No one ever said being trans was easy…. Dawn, for the first time, felt loved, and desired…. and that gaping hole in my soul was suddenly, if only temporarily, filled. I’ve felt this hole for … well … ever, did I know this is what it needed?, maybe, we lie to ourselves so easily. At […]